Not sure if this is called drama to people, but it is to me, since life now is rather normal (except that fact)

I'll be better.

Really, I will

It's the 2nd time, so I expect things to be much easier, to handle and.. get over.

I mean, my life is actually pretty darn awesome, if I do not let such stuff affect me

It's dumb

To be "hurt" this way

So so so embarrassing

But ughhh!!!

Whatever

I realized that all it takes is a glance of a photo to bring me back to reality.

Srsly, how low can you bring yourself down

Maybe I should keep the photo in my phone :D

Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow! My house my house my house!

I'm a deprived kid, so SPECIAL OUTINGS (or.. in-things) ARE SPECIAL

YAAAAAAY!

Just need to, crap rant let things out a little. Filled with dumb complaints and.. not really self-pity but stupidity so just ignore:D

Okay! :D

THURSDAY AT MY HOUSE! WITH THE 5 OF THEM. Probably a movie or something. Something's still missing. Yes you, Zehra.

Life is good.

Lunch at T2, some Korean restaurant. Pretty okay. Had fun bitching among ourselves. 5 of us were OBVIOUSLY pretty (whateverish) and trying to drag Nair and stuff but well she's Nair so yeah.

6 of us just doesn't feel right. It's so little. Like when Nair's with Lynn, Siti and Belinda in front and I look behind and see RZ, Sammy, Qiao and Fiqah, it feels weird.

Anyway, after that I went to Vivo, to go home then Mommy told me that the cousins were at Vivo so I can try to meet up with them. (They had lunch at NUSS Guild House. ALL of them) but then turns out they were in Paragon. SO I went to buy Sherlyn's present at Precious Thots, early gift, 'case I forget (which reminds me, need to buy Don's present) and then I got scolded by Mommy. Again (and Again and Again and Again)

Got picked up by Dorin&BKK. THANKS! I still think their car is tiny. Was the first to reach at Pandan Valley. So I just messed around with the Piano and ... can't remember. Slept a little cause I was tired, idk why too.

THEN WE MESSED AROUND AT BEN'S ROOM! HAHAH SO FUN. Talking, being dumb. And stg, Ben playing the guitar, singing along and listening to the original track at the same time is super fun. He plays it SO WELL. And he's like Isaac, learnt it from the Internet

(Oh reminds me of the dream I had. Isaac came over as a relief teacher at OUR SCHOOL. And he was like, "Eh Pearlyn?" And everyone was like OMG WHO IS HE? and CAN I HAVE HIS NUMBER? :/ Just my cousin. but anyway that dream was quite awhile back already.)

Yeah I know my posts are getting pretty wordy. No pictures!

AND (!!!)

"I wouldn't have recognised you if it weren't for your striking (?) green bag!"

"Omg what did you do to your hair?"

"Omg! Pearlyn! So cute!"

"Ahya, not that bad what! You look very young."

"You look like a small kid!"

"Eh! Pearlyn! 11 years old ah?"

"-whispers to Don- Who is she?"

"See! See! I told you right!"

"Can lah, just the fringe"

"So cuteeeeee!"

"YOU CUT YOUR HAIR!"

"Did you cut your hair?"

"-points and laugh-"

"You look like some China kid"

"You look like a Kpop star or gangster" (?!?!?! Well it comes from Zehra so..)

"Xiao mei mei"

And my dad,

"-stares, walks up, hugs me, touches my hair and starts to fake cry-"

Gee thanks everyone.

"He was like, so cute"

Mean Girls!

Everyone told me not to, except 2 who indirectly told me to (I bet if I ask again, they'll say no) and Jon who said, "Cut lah, if you regret then let it grow!"

And Sam, "Don't cutttttt!!"

And Nair, "Yeah I know! Can't wait to see D:"

YES SAD FACE WALAO SO SUPPORTIVE.

And Claud said it'll be cool!

And omg the Zhang Liyin MV. Haehaehae! :D

Today's rehearsal was pretty okay. I mean, it's 3s2B! No matter how unproductive, it'll be fun.

Crap 4 more days.

I can't believe it's just 4 more days left.

Thursday is the results day

And CCA.

Oh CCA always ruins a holiday. People in CCA = Cool

Conductor/time taken = not so cool

Friday.. Idk

Then it's Saturday.

So soon

Yesterday, went to the Italian restaurant at the bottom of the hill. It was pretty good! I think the people there are super nice! Must go again. And I love the different types of Pasta we could choose from! And how we want it al dente or regular!

I gotta keep looking forward!

And waiting

You might be 45, but everyone knows you don't look like 45. (but you gotta do something about the arrows pointing to your eyes!)

Exams were over on Thursday

Which were spent watching 2 movies at Zehra's. It was super damn creepy. Especially the second one. I mean, DUH THE TITLE OF IT WAS TORMENTED! But Nair's sister said it was funny. FUNNY. YES FUNNY. WTF. YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW CREEPY IT WAS!

Friday was the party! :D Had loads of fun! And photos! Then piano lesson. I think I'm making good progress! But crap, I die die die must pass it. Or else, I'll have to change book! Cause it says 2009- 2010. So it'll extend one year. I'll deff need 2 years to prepare. Oh crap crap crap! After that it was Auntie Maggie (San gu)'s birthday party! The cake and crayfish. Was. So. Good. Omg you have no idea how good.

Saturday afternoon was spent watching Harry Potter! I LOVE HARRY POTTER! I LOVE DUMBLEDORE! But the one that is Richard Harris. HE SEEMS SO MUCH WISER! And cooler and more... DUMBLEDORE-Y. After that, everyone came to my house! :D

Sunday afternoon.. more Harry Potter! Oh and we watched State of Play. It was pretty cool. I still think Rachel McAdams was best in Mean Girls :D

And it's Monday now.

Need to ask Mommy to let me go out with Huay&Clauds. Hope she allows!

WHERE ARE MY PARENTS!

I have got to stop reading between the lines. Especially when it's pretty obvious that I'm reading it wrongly

Yeap taking Grade 8
Had tuition on Friday, Saturday, Sunday and just had tuition and will have one more tmr.

Whatever, I'm immature like that

Exams are draining me

I pretty much screwed up Amath

And I did put in effort

Quite a lot, if I do say so myself

I really thought, I'd be able to do the paper well

Imagine my marks now

-sinks into fist-

It's Chem tomorrow

I have GOT to do well for Chem

I keep telling myself that life isn't so bad

I mean, it could be worse

but

it sucks too

One of best friend leaving

Exams

Results

So on

I guess I'm pretty happy that I'll be quite busy in the hols!

Going out with the 6 of them on Thurs

(Which is also Haebaby's birthday!)

And class pool party at Zehra's

"Bring your bikini, babes!"

(-silence-)

HAHA, love Zehra.

Saturday would be Aunt's birthday

Then I'll try to go out with the 6 :D

Not sure if Mommy will let me, but I'll try

And then if I'm lucky

I'll try to talk to you

and

..

Well, I'll think about it when I start to talk to you

Can't face Jon now

I'm not sure if he knows

that I broke the "record"

I mean, he wouldn't care

but I care!

Probably take away all my Yami Yoghurt

But then again, even IF I didn't break the "record"

He probably wouldn't give me anyway -.-

And shut up all you cheebs, 30 days is a freaking long time

Bet if you were me, you wouldn't last a week

Bet bet bet bet!

Okay okay okay

Chem chem chem