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Sunday, November 29, 2009, 5:52 PM

Take you wonder by wonder

I feel happy whenever you feel "sad"

Sometimes I wonder why.

Idk, maybe I just hate it how people can live their life happily without me while I can't (SOMETIMES) without them.

And yes, I'm an ego bitch.

But unlike you, I admit it.

Ugh, I'm getting my reality checks too often now

Although, that's a good thing

I'm hungry

Anyone else?

Saturday, November 28, 2009, 11:37 AM

You're only happy when I'm wasted

BACK FROM ORLANDO! Haha well, quite awhile ago. Sherlyn scored well for PSLE. I hope she gets into NJ. That'll be super cool

Now I need to mug hard. Ugh.

Life is pretty alright.

It's very, normal. :)

Ah I have to take the jab.

MY NIECE IS BORN BTW! YAY! Another Niece! I have 3 nieces and 1 nephew.

IT'S SATURDAY BTW! I love Saturdays.

Ohh boring boring life. Although it's normal, it's boring.

Gotta go. Jab. Byebye

Wednesday, November 4, 2009, 10:16 PM

Hello dear, I miss you quite badly

Apologized and confessed. I feel better now.

Not sure if this is called drama to people, but it is to me, since life now is rather normal (except that fact)

I'll be better.

Really, I will

It's the 2nd time, so I expect things to be much easier, to handle and.. get over.

I mean, my life is actually pretty darn awesome, if I do not let such stuff affect me

It's dumb

To be "hurt" this way

So so so embarrassing

But ughhh!!!

Whatever

I realized that all it takes is a glance of a photo to bring me back to reality.

Srsly, how low can you bring yourself down

Maybe I should keep the photo in my phone :D

Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow! My house my house my house!

I'm a deprived kid, so SPECIAL OUTINGS (or.. in-things) ARE SPECIAL

YAAAAAAY!

Monday, November 2, 2009, 6:12 PM

I got over you

Just need to, crap rant let things out a little. Filled with dumb complaints and.. not really self-pity but stupidity so just ignore:D

Sometimes I wonder why I never ever learn from mistakes. And then I wonder if it was a mistake in the first place. I did see it coming, did I? Oh wait, no I didn't. I never actually thought it was possible because, well I was so crazy over A already. And B can't possibly be ANYTHING. I mean, B lacked so much compared to A. And I kinda did get the signs when, well. things happened, signs that it's not normal, y'know. But noooo. How come I'm feeling worse after what B said, compared to what A said. OBVIOUSLY, you can't compare how I feel now and in 2008. Cause, yes I felt way way way worse, but I was also way more immature. And YEAH WHATEVER I'M STILL IMMATURE NOW. but still. I'm supposed to have better control of my emotions. I don't cry as much as I did last time. Except for truly sad times, like Zehra leaving, Ms Vicky leaving. That kinda, not so much for heartaches. I thought I already learnt my lesson with the last time with A but I guess not.

Didn't I want this from the beginning? To get over A and use B as some rebound guy or something. I guess it did work. I'm not too sure. Too soon to speak now, cause well. I'm still emotionally unstable right now. Which trust me, is such an embarrassing thing to say, because this was so 2008-Plyn, not 2009-Plyn, who is supposed to be more mature, has better self-control and EVERYTHING.

So, do I love B? Idk. I never did really. Maybe I'll know tmr morning. It's just the teenage phase where you think you're in love with everything in this world. And I'm going to get out of this phase soon. Tmr when I wake up, I'm going to realize how much stupidity I got myself into, and realize that it's all a dumb cycle which I'll never get out of unless I grow up.

And I will grow up.

Okay! :D

THURSDAY AT MY HOUSE! WITH THE 5 OF THEM. Probably a movie or something. Something's still missing. Yes you, Zehra.

Life is good.

12:32 AM

Memories are supposed to fade

And I turn around, you're with her now. I just can't figure it out.

Sunday, October 25, 2009, 1:01 AM

Someone like you

Zehra left today

Lunch at T2, some Korean restaurant. Pretty okay. Had fun bitching among ourselves. 5 of us were OBVIOUSLY pretty (whateverish) and trying to drag Nair and stuff but well she's Nair so yeah.

6 of us just doesn't feel right. It's so little. Like when Nair's with Lynn, Siti and Belinda in front and I look behind and see RZ, Sammy, Qiao and Fiqah, it feels weird.

Anyway, after that I went to Vivo, to go home then Mommy told me that the cousins were at Vivo so I can try to meet up with them. (They had lunch at NUSS Guild House. ALL of them) but then turns out they were in Paragon. SO I went to buy Sherlyn's present at Precious Thots, early gift, 'case I forget (which reminds me, need to buy Don's present) and then I got scolded by Mommy. Again ~~(and Again and Again and Again)~~

Got picked up by Dorin&BKK. THANKS! I still think their car is tiny. Was the first to reach at Pandan Valley. So I just messed around with the Piano and ... can't remember. Slept a little cause I was tired, idk why too.

THEN WE MESSED AROUND AT BEN'S ROOM! HAHAH SO FUN. Talking, being dumb. And stg, Ben playing the guitar, singing along and listening to the original track at the same time is super fun. He plays it SO WELL. And he's like Isaac, learnt it from the Internet

(Oh reminds me of the dream I had. Isaac came over as a relief teacher at OUR SCHOOL. And he was like, "Eh Pearlyn?" And everyone was like OMG WHO IS HE? and CAN I HAVE HIS NUMBER? :/ Just my cousin. but anyway that dream was quite awhile back already.)

Yeah I know my posts are getting pretty wordy. No pictures!

AND (!!!)

"I wouldn't have recognised you if it weren't for your striking (?) green bag!"

"Omg what did you do to your hair?"

"Omg! Pearlyn! So cute!"

"Ahya, not that bad what! You look very young."

"You look like a small kid!"

"Eh! Pearlyn! 11 years old ah?"

"-whispers to Don- Who is she?"

"See! See! I told you right!"

"Can lah, just the fringe"

"So cuteeeeee!"

"YOU CUT YOUR HAIR!"

"Did you cut your hair?"

"-points and laugh-"

"You look like some China kid"

"You look like a Kpop star or gangster" (?!?!?! Well it comes from Zehra so..)

"Xiao mei mei"

And my dad,

"-stares, walks up, hugs me, touches my hair and starts to fake cry-"

Gee thanks everyone.

"He was like, so cute"

Mean Girls!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 10:48 AM

To the sweet things you told me

I'm getting a hair cut on Wed!

Everyone told me not to, except 2 who indirectly told me to (I bet if I ask again, they'll say no) and Jon who said, "Cut lah, if you regret then let it grow!"

And Sam, "Don't cutttttt!!"

And Nair, "Yeah I know! Can't wait to see D:"

YES SAD FACE WALAO SO SUPPORTIVE.

And Claud said it'll be cool!

And omg the Zhang Liyin MV. Haehaehae! :D

Today's rehearsal was pretty okay. I mean, it's 3s2B! No matter how unproductive, it'll be fun.

Crap 4 more days.

I can't believe it's just 4 more days left.

Thursday is the results day

And CCA.

Oh CCA always ruins a holiday. People in CCA = Cool

Conductor/time taken = not so cool

Friday.. Idk

Then it's Saturday.

So soon

Yesterday, went to the Italian restaurant at the bottom of the hill. It was pretty good! I think the people there are super nice! Must go again. And I love the different types of Pasta we could choose from! And how we want it al dente or regular!

I gotta keep looking forward!

And waiting

you took my love for granted



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Idk, maybe I just hate it how people can live their life happily without me while I can't (SOMETIMES) without them. And yes, I'm an ego bitch. But unlike you, I admit it. Ugh, I'm getting my reality checks too often now Although, that's a good thing I'm hungry Anyone else? Saturday, November 28, 2009, 11:37 AM You're only happy when I'm wasted BACK FROM ORLANDO! Haha well, quite awhile ago. Sherlyn scored well for PSLE. I hope she gets into NJ. That'll be super cool Now I need to mug hard. Ugh. Life is pretty alright. It's very, normal. :) Ah I have to take the jab. MY NIECE IS BORN BTW! YAY! Another Niece! I have 3 nieces and 1 nephew. IT'S SATURDAY BTW! I love Saturdays. Ohh boring boring life. Although it's normal, it's boring. Gotta go. Jab. Byebye Wednesday, November 4, 2009, 10:16 PM Hello dear, I miss you quite badly Apologized and confessed. I feel better now. Not sure if this is called drama to people, but it is to me, since life now is rather normal (except that fact) I'll be better. Really, I will It's the 2nd time, so I expect things to be much easier, to handle and.. get over. I mean, my life is actually pretty darn awesome, if I do not let such stuff affect me It's dumb To be "hurt" this way So so so embarrassing But ughhh!!! Whatever I realized that all it takes is a glance of a photo to bring me back to reality. Srsly, how low can you bring yourself down Maybe I should keep the photo in my phone :D Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow! My house my house my house! I'm a deprived kid, so SPECIAL OUTINGS (or.. in-things) ARE SPECIAL YAAAAAAY! Monday, November 2, 2009, 6:12 PM I got over you Just need to, crap rant let things out a little. Filled with dumb complaints and.. not really self-pity but stupidity so just ignore:D Sometimes I wonder why I never ever learn from mistakes. And then I wonder if it was a mistake in the first place. I did see it coming, did I? Oh wait, no I didn't. I never actually thought it was possible because, well I was so crazy over A already. And B can't possibly be ANYTHING. I mean, B lacked so much compared to A. And I kinda did get the signs when, well. things happened, signs that it's not normal, y'know. But noooo. How come I'm feeling worse after what B said, compared to what A said. OBVIOUSLY, you can't compare how I feel now and in 2008. Cause, yes I felt way way way worse, but I was also way more immature. And YEAH WHATEVER I'M STILL IMMATURE NOW. but still. I'm supposed to have better control of my emotions. I don't cry as much as I did last time. Except for truly sad times, like Zehra leaving, Ms Vicky leaving. That kinda, not so much for heartaches. I thought I already learnt my lesson with the last time with A but I guess not. Didn't I want this from the beginning? To get over A and use B as some rebound guy or something. I guess it did work. I'm not too sure. Too soon to speak now, cause well. I'm still emotionally unstable right now. Which trust me, is such an embarrassing thing to say, because this was so 2008-Plyn, not 2009-Plyn, who is supposed to be more mature, has better self-control and EVERYTHING. So, do I love B? Idk. I never did really. Maybe I'll know tmr morning. It's just the teenage phase where you think you're in love with everything in this world. And I'm going to get out of this phase soon. Tmr when I wake up, I'm going to realize how much stupidity I got myself into, and realize that it's all a dumb cycle which I'll never get out of unless I grow up. And I will grow up. Okay! :D THURSDAY AT MY HOUSE! WITH THE 5 OF THEM. Probably a movie or something. Something's still missing. Yes you, Zehra. Life is good. 12:32 AM Memories are supposed to fade And I turn around, you're with her now. I just can't figure it out. Sunday, October 25, 2009, 1:01 AM Someone like you Zehra left today Lunch at T2, some Korean restaurant. Pretty okay. Had fun bitching among ourselves. 5 of us were OBVIOUSLY pretty (whateverish) and trying to drag Nair and stuff but well she's Nair so yeah. 6 of us just doesn't feel right. It's so little. Like when Nair's with Lynn, Siti and Belinda in front and I look behind and see RZ, Sammy, Qiao and Fiqah, it feels weird. Anyway, after that I went to Vivo, to go home then Mommy told me that the cousins were at Vivo so I can try to meet up with them. (They had lunch at NUSS Guild House. ALL of them) but then turns out they were in Paragon. SO I went to buy Sherlyn's present at Precious Thots, early gift, 'case I forget (which reminds me, need to buy Don's present) and then I got scolded by Mommy. Again ~~(and Again and Again and Again)~~ Got picked up by Dorin&BKK. THANKS! I still think their car is tiny. Was the first to reach at Pandan Valley. So I just messed around with the Piano and ... can't remember. Slept a little cause I was tired, idk why too. THEN WE MESSED AROUND AT BEN'S ROOM! HAHAH SO FUN. Talking, being dumb. And stg, Ben playing the guitar, singing along and listening to the original track at the same time is super fun. He plays it SO WELL. And he's like Isaac, learnt it from the Internet (Oh reminds me of the dream I had. Isaac came over as a relief teacher at OUR SCHOOL. And he was like, "Eh Pearlyn?" And everyone was like OMG WHO IS HE? and CAN I HAVE HIS NUMBER? :/ Just my cousin. but anyway that dream was quite awhile back already.) Yeah I know my posts are getting pretty wordy. No pictures! AND (!!!) "I wouldn't have recognised you if it weren't for your striking (?) green bag!" "Omg what did you do to your hair?" "Omg! Pearlyn! So cute!" "Ahya, not that bad what! You look very young." "You look like a small kid!" "Eh! Pearlyn! 11 years old ah?" "-whispers to Don- Who is she?" "See! See! I told you right!" "Can lah, just the fringe" "So cuteeeeee!" "YOU CUT YOUR HAIR!" "Did you cut your hair?" "-points and laugh-" "You look like some China kid" "You look like a Kpop star or gangster" (?!?!?! Well it comes from Zehra so..) "Xiao mei mei" And my dad, "-stares, walks up, hugs me, touches my hair and starts to fake cry-" Gee thanks everyone. "He was like, so cute" Mean Girls! Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 10:48 AM To the sweet things you told me I'm getting a hair cut on Wed! Everyone told me not to, except 2 who indirectly told me to (I bet if I ask again, they'll say no) and Jon who said, "Cut lah, if you regret then let it grow!" And Sam, "Don't cutttttt!!" And Nair, "Yeah I know! Can't wait to see D:" YES SAD FACE WALAO SO SUPPORTIVE. And Claud said it'll be cool! And omg the Zhang Liyin MV. Haehaehae! :D Today's rehearsal was pretty okay. I mean, it's 3s2B! No matter how unproductive, it'll be fun. Crap 4 more days. I can't believe it's just 4 more days left. Thursday is the results day And CCA. Oh CCA always ruins a holiday. People in CCA = Cool Conductor/time taken = not so cool Friday.. Idk Then it's Saturday. So soon Yesterday, went to the Italian restaurant at the bottom of the hill. It was pretty good! I think the people there are super nice! Must go again. And I love the different types of Pasta we could choose from! And how we want it al dente or regular! I gotta keep looking forward! And waiting

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